Sick and Tired

Man...today a lot of things happened...kae...b4 ii state out wad happened....ii really wan to scold and curse the one who cre8 this new system for the blog....K`nn ass h*le freak siax!! Everytime already dam pissed and wanna post smth in blog, it make the whole system lag and cant login to post!!

Yesterday..Sunday..suddenly feel giddy and start vomitted....and den...ii start to hab slight fever...k nvm..eat panadol and flu medicine ( cos ii hab blocked and running nose -.=" ) den eat, went to bed early cos my cousin and ii hab planned to work in coffee fac today, so ii mit her 7.30am. Kae wake up at 6.30am..tot everything was quite okie...god noes...when ii went to shower...ii vomit...zzz WTH~! l0ls...crap right?...zzz den went to work...stand outside the fac at about 7.45am ( cos the agent told us to do so) w8 and w8 and w8...finally my cousin said, called the agent...the blur agent said...' huh? you wan work mehx? i tot you said you don wanna work le..' den...my cousin and ii had conclude it as...tis agent is so blur tat..she heard wrongly..zzz she rushed down...den about 8.10am she reached...l0ls....we walked into the factory..den..guess wad!!! No job available...wa kaox....zzz ask us leave our contact nos den tell us can go home le...dam freak pissed off a bit..zzz go home...my famly not at home...alone in the house...zzz ii went to slp..feeling terrible...it took mii an hr to fell asleep ( cos ii am feeling terrible..and ii nid to bend a bit in order to feel comfortable ) ..finally can slp....my dad called mii..zzz ask mii whr m ii, ii said ii at hme..den he said ' ok, wanna come find us?' ii said..no..ii feeling very very very terrible now...den he said okie, he come back den take medicine for mii...zzz k...finally can slp le...another called from dad again..ask mii wanna eat wad...ii said my throat very pain...cant swallow things..den he said eat smth..den ii said porridge bahx...zzz den my mum ans the fone..said wan eat noodle? ii said anything....(i just wanna slp..zz)...few mins ltr .zzz my cousin called mii...zzz said she found a job..from newspaper, but nid today interview..zzz ii was .like....oh gosh wad a nice day!!! zzz den she asked mii to call the person...zzz ii am having a dam great headache tat time...den ii said okok. Called the person...finally den called my cousin...confirmed...suddenly..don feel like slping le..duhz!!! Take my temperature...(38.7 degree) Pissed..den dad and mum came home..just nice...zzz haiis...den ii eat the noodle...zz after tat ..ii went to mit my cousin at 1.30pm..but ii reached there early...it was drizzling..zzz dam tired and headache..and a bit no mood..zzz slp in mrt for a short while...reached otrum? den ...change train to clarke quay...guess wad....zzz out from exit E...we were walking round and round the clarke quay..reason: cos we don noe whr's the place...( TAKE NOTE : my thigh , arms, legs, hands was aching cos...last sat ii went to play bball wid my bro..just like wad ii said in the previous blog..) we were walking like...zzz somemore..there's drizzling for a short while...zzz after the interview..we went to bugis for another interview at about 7.15pm..reached there...well mani ppl are quite friendly..is smth about promoting the products..and...both jobs we interview today...don hab a fixed salary...it is based on how many ppl or how many ticket you were able to sell or promote the products to...ii find it's quite fun..well seriously speaking...ii wish to find those jobs tat allow mii to communicate and allow mii to be more sociable. I wish to travel and i wish to get to know more ppl, i don mind there is not a fixed salary..ii just wished ii can learn smth from wad ii work...and ii am glad to be able to earn the amount of salary tat is equivalent to the amount of hardwork ii put in...ii don like jobs tat are so bored, working for more than 10hrs, thou a fixed salary..ii cant learn anything from there....ya maybe learn how to package..but hey...is this gg to be something useful for my future? NO..ii am not gg to do packaging for lifes....zzz wad ii wan is communication skill...something more...ii don wish my future is to work at the factory 6days per week $60 per day...it's boring!

Den during the interview, it's quite fun xD but...hmmx..my mum missed called mii 6 times and ii didn't notice it..(cos ii put silence mode) den my mum called my cousin...so we go off...my cousin doesn't seem to be interested in jobs tat doesn't hab a fixed salary. Den...ii called my mum..and guess wad..zzz my mum scold mii..zz dam loud tat ii hab to make a distance btw the handphone and my ears..reason she scold mii : Y so late still haben come back?! Don hab job den come back le lohHx. den ii told her..maybe tmr ii gg to work in fac....den she said ' work in fac tmr still don wanna come back!' the time ii called her was ard 9.30pm....l0ls...reached home le..finally..dam tired..told my mum wad happened...den..guess wad she said..' y yanling can get such a good job by finding thru newspaper and you always find those jobs without fixed salary?' well seriously...from wad ii said just now..and wad uu see now...my mum..don understand mii...l0ls...and seriously..tat newspaper whr yanling found her current jobs...when she gave this newspaper to mii...ii didn't find a jobs tat show wad yanling is currently working as..so very obvious...zzz this job is introduce either by relative or friends...den ii told my mum..' you always believe wad other's said. You said she found this job from newspaper, ii glance thru the newspaper so mani times, NV EVEN SEE THE ADVERTISEMENT! Stop comparing mii and her jobs can ma!' Den she replied..' i am not comparing' ....den ...maybe bcos..ii am tired and finally reached home..tot my mum can support mii by saying few words but ended up comparing mii wid gurl ii don like..plus...ii still feeling very terrible...ii talked back...zzz ' you not comparing!? You said the sentence is already comparing!' Den ii walked out of her room..wanna use com..(my bro is using) ii said ' i wan use com' den ii stand beside him..he replied' ii just used' den ii stand there looking at him..my mum shout from her room ' tmr got work still don wan to slp ah, tmr how to wake up!' ii remain silence. Den a small conflict btw my bro and ii....ii said ' mai gong jiao wei la' cos..ii believe, he played very long le...zzz den my mum came out...3 of us...outside the dining room...my mum looking at mii..den ii asked her ' why you called mii 6 times den call xuan ( my cousin) ? Sis go out shopping until 10+ reached home oso can, bro go out 12+ reached home oso can..I NOW GO OUT FIND JOBS!!! And you are chasing after mii. I told you ii got interview at 7.15 le lohHx.' den she said ' cos you said you reached home at 7-8pm' Den...ii said...' you think jobs easy to find? Not i don wan to find..is i tried my best le. Tmr the jobs ii gg to work oso introduced by my cousin de!' den she silence...' you think work 1 day $60 somemore 12 hrs easy to do ah?' i cried..zzz dam tired...haiis..den she soft hearted le..she said den don do la...jurong point got one job..den ask mii to go there...easier loh...zzz okie..ii listened to her...ii called my cousin..she don wanna work there...-.=" said will mit a lot of junior..it is like..well you wanna work den...you hab to faced the fact wad..zzz but she don wan..ii said called her back ltr..den now here blogging..

Actually..after ii listened to my mum and called my cousin...my mum went back to her room..ii reflect on my attitude...it is bad..real bad....my mum maybe just concerning about mii....cos she noe ii am not feeling quite well so she tot wad happened to mii..and yet ii vent anger on her..haiis..oh man now think of it...ii cry again ..zzz really feel sry about it....

Well tat's wad happened today..zz