BYGONE~!!!

Well just now went to look at my darling column den look at the blog - Sad Past~ l0ls well uu guys should noe this blogspot contain my unhappy past~ yea..ii read those post~yepx..and after reading it...ii really hope..really wish....that this yr 2007 CAN REALLY BE A GOOD YEAR FOR MII!!! haiis...on 2005, got betrayed by Irene, tat year ii was taking N level. At Dec 2005 ii wish can hab a happier year in 2006. Never did ii wonder....2006 that yr, O level year...is from bad to worse to worst..yea...more unhappiness occured. And ii saw mani of those post, ii said my 'friends' don trust mii, tat's y they don tell mii etc...yepx...seriously and honestly, nw ii tink...they keep saying ii can be trusted and ii seriously nv do anything tat make them lose their trust on mii, but they nv choose to tell mii anything..well...onli sometimes..after things happened le, den tell mii. Ha..well let bygone be bygone~ ii really hope this yr 2007 can be a great yr ahead -.="

Today is such a tiring day~ l0ls hmmx, ii rmb, maybe this yr 2007 in jan, one of the day, ii in a really bad mood. den ii shoot back to any words my bro and sis said. Well -.=" ii always like tat de..bad temper, thou ii tried to control it...den my mum and sis went to grandma hse bahx..or no..ii think they went to see firework, left mi and my bro at hme..ii was playing maple..suddenly no mood to talk, choose to be silence again. So when ii usually should be chirping around in maple -.= ii became a dumb person. I lazy to talk, and ii lazy to ans when they call mii...den my bro who was watching tv came forward see mii played...den he said y don wan ans, ii said don wan loh..don feel like. den suddenly, he said ii attitude prob, no wonder friends all leave mii. l0ls den ii shout back, you don hab the right to say other if uu also hab attitude prob. Den he looked mii , den he switched off the tv and sit beside mii played. Suddenly silence, den ii said, not my friends leave mii cos ii hab attitude prob or wad. IS I LEAVE MY FRIENDS! Den ii said wad for hab friends..den l0ls ii cried ii said everything ii told him wad bad things, wad happened in my sec 4 and sec 5 sch life. He quietly listened. He told mii this sentence: If you cant walked out from the past, uu cant grow. 'yea i noe' ii said. Just let mii b for a while..maybe ii didn't really cry enough when all those things happened. Den after ii cried out, ii will feel better and walked out from past. Yea well this kind of scene(my bro and ii said out our sad things) happened 2 times and both is while ii am playing maple and of cos moody. l0ls the 1st time is when ii am sec 4 bahx..yepx..the irene things..1st time got betrayed until so jia lat de...den the 2nd time is all things tat happened.... hahax...crazy...hmmx...yea my bro..other than his attitude and bad temper..he is the best bro ever...but haiis...if he can try to think for others..tat would be the best....

I found someone ii like =x and ii think ii got hint him or told him indirectly..but...he..either nv give mii ans...or...he...giv stupid ans..dam it siax...he hab someone he like le..den ii shld forget him!!! Yea, ii trying hard to forget him~!! Siyin Jia you!! you can do it..ahahah =x