Fun Day in ITE
l0ls...man..this few day have been busy!! k let me try to recall what happened this few day.
First of all, before i start! XIONG!! JIA YOU!!! l0ls, u should know what i mean la~ huh.
18th of April..
Today is the day of CCA. l0ls...ya den...it start at about 1.45pm..den you know the ITE gurls are wearing those tight skirt...which was..DAMIT l0ls...cos..i forgotten i was wearing skirt...as i was wearing PE short in the morning for activity..den i just sit down loh...den argh..make mii few so uncomfortable having to sit down on the floor, crossing your leg, with the tight skirt. Zzz l0ls..den my leg start to get numb..argh...den my friend..l0ls ask them don touch my leg..they start to BEAT MY LEG...man i cant take it..LOL very itchy..zzz den still need to sit down after the performance from modern dance finish dancing..damit..i thought. LOLDen at night at ard 8? l0ls i had a long chat with my son ' xiong' um hmmx. ^^ den ard..9+? ii went to shower..den quickly get my hair dry..l0ls den here is the qns threw by my mum ' why don wan use hair dryer?' TSK TSK TSK!!! I don like to use hair dryer. Very hot..will make me sweat again..l0ls..and!!! My hair, can't take the hotness =x l0ls. Den slp at 10+
19th of April
Today lesson start at 12pm..which was OH COOL MAN!! ahahah den from 12-3pm..the lesson..whole 3 hrs..was just surfing net and taking foto for class registration. LOL. My class was a fun class. The guys was like...'you want green or blue' at the beginning of the lesson. And know what is happenening? They were pasing sweets around. LOL Crap siax..den sitting beside me was a guy..he said' i think i noe you' Den i was ' huh?' den he said ' you in my secondary school ah?' den i ans ' no la' LOL..i ans very loud ..den the gurl around mii start laughing..zzz damit..l0ls..den this guy..from den on..like to look at mii smile smile and said ' you like to smile alot hor' den i said ' ya' LOL crap siax..Today was the 1st session of netball training. The teacher ask mi to ask the tcher whether can release me early..cos the training start at 4pm and my lesson end at 5.30pm..den after 3 session or so, will have match. So very urgent. LOL...den i need to find my tcher ' Mr ethan' He is a chinese tcher by the way..at 1st i thought he was malay when i look at his name. LOL den i call him using the fone outside the staff..den here is the prob..zzz i called him..and i speak dam loud...he said he cant hear me. LOL den ii was searching for the SPEAKER. JUST WHERE IS THE SPEAKER. i dam pissed and kick the wall, cursing and swearing..and also finding the speaker..LOL..den he said ' wait whr are you?' den i said ' outside the staffroom' den he said ' wait for me outside' LOL den at that time..i go press the monitor (which is the one i use to call him) den don noe press what..cant go back =x den ii say cham liaox l0ls...den searching all around the monitor..like idiot..den here he came out of the room..i told him...den he said ' don worry about it. Today lesson wont be long' in my mind ii said ' YES' WOHOO!! l0ls jkjk
Den..during his lesson..ask us to introduce ourself and say smth that make him remind of us..when it is my turn..he said, ' oh you are the one who find me.' LOL when he asked us to say one thing that can make him know us..ii was wondering what thing to say..but ii think, don nid to say, he know i am the one who find him..l0ls sweat..LUCKY!!! ahahah den when i stand up, he said oh you are the one who find me..den ii look at him stunt for a while..den say huh? den he repeat after me..huh..wa lao...dam ps de loh..den the whole class laughing..cant blame me ma...zzz my brain cant react ma..
Went for netball xD den ii suddenly become GS =x l0ls cos my shooting accurate..but..ii tot ....those who are short are not allow..-.=" ii don noe lehx..just become the GS..den the senior all l0ls very nice and fun. At 1st in dilema don noe what netball ma..so was thinking..should i quit straight away? or just go to try 1 time..if cannot den quit..but now..i cant quit..and i wont quit. Cos, it's fun..and they need me -.=" that's what they said..l0lsGo home at around 6+..den reachd home at 8pm..was like...argh help..ii am dying..of starvation..l0ls..morning eat my mm cook de ' bobo chacha' den until 8pm. -.=" ..when MRT reached boon lay..ii quickly go JP..buy all the stuff the Mr ethan was us to buy. Den..quickly took bus home..ahhh ' HOME SWEET HOME' this quote is NEVER WRONG =3Took a bath..lied to my bed..almost half asleep, here come ' xiong' calling me. But..it's okie la. Hey friends, need help or anything - just call mii!! Whether i am sleeping dead like a pig or what, i die die also will pick up the fone de. 24/7 my fone service. Den slp at 11pm+..l0ls

20th of April
Today woke up at 4am..today lesson start at 8am..l0ls..zzz actually planned to go interchange at 6am..but at 5.30am my dad called me..said wan go now? Cos he is nearby..den i said..okie loh..l0ls reached school at7.05am?..den very bored..called back home..and cha..l0ls..den my mum..asked me go buy breakfast to eat..-.=" ii no appetite siax..den ii said ' the shop all closed' =x l0ls..den..my mum said..the whole school only ii very 'qing lao' l0ls..go so early..den at there laugh..l0ls..wa lao..ii reached there...no student siax!! only me..alone..l0ls..den chat with my mum..talked to xuan xuan..asked him call jie jie..*total silence* l0ls!!! ahahah Den today lesson quite okie loh...8-9..short introduction of the course and den is watched video..and got my ITE ez link card xD ahah den is Mr Ethan lesson..need to do toning for ' Tomal, Linear, Crosshatch' den after that is drew a pencil..ahahah den class there were 2 male tcher..i asked one of the tcher for comment about my drawing and ask him some question about the toning..den my friends all said ' wa..he is siyin's personal assistance'...LOL -.=" den..go home at 11.25am..thou the lesson end at 12pm..cos ii finished drawing..xD Den go JP buy my lunch...sweat.forgot my drawinng block was on the counter..luckily..the women..called me den ii realise..LOL den go home..eat..xD rest for a while..walked around to exercise abit..den slp at 2.30pm-5.30pm..l0lsYtd nitex slp for 5 hrs nia. I 12 hrs not enough le. Don say 5 hrs -.=" l0ls

2nd day of school

- Others don't have the right to pinpoint you without your permission.
- It's better to make a fool out of yourself rather than living worthless.

To have strong self esteem, You have to LIKE WHO YOU ARE.

Today, went to campus. LOL at around 8.30am reached campus..my teacher said ' Your hair nv cut short? You always come early. I saw you..bla bla bla' l0ls..hey..no choice..live in Boon Lay...i can't really catch the accurate time..thou ii went to campus for 4 times? but i still can't catch hold of the time...So everytime..ii came 30 mins earlier..

Man today in class...SELF INTRO..duhz..i hate it...l0ls...one by one stand up..zzz den..after that..went to theatret...zzz TALK AGAIN!! Argh...1st is about P.E- in a sense..but in ITE..it's not call PE..and somemore..PE..have....THEORY DE...LOL..den is talk about LifeSkill Module..we have to do..in this 2 years...den is Digital library...LOL man tis system make mi feel as thou i am some kind of rich ppl who are borrowing books without the need to WALK to the library. LOL den is a talk about self esteem..very fun talk..let us watch a video 'WATER BOY' hey it's a fun and great Japan show. MUST WATCH!! LOL cannot tahan...now think of it..i still can laugh my AF. LOL

School Reopen

Today is the 1st day of SCHOOL!!! WOOOOOO aahhahah...yesterday...11pm sleep xD cos- watching jacky chan's show. xD den yesterday night..ii don really know whether i am asleep or not..cos ii feel some sort of awake..zzz l0ls.

Today, 5.45am woke up, take shower, bla bla bla, den my dad took mii to the interchange. Arrived interchange at about 7am...took MRT l0ls...40mins or so...den took bus 222 ...dam it...today...need to reach sch at 8.55am...guess what...l0ls..ii reached at 8am..zzz Surprisingly, i saw ONE of my secondary school friend also study at Bedok..xD l0ls...her name is Asyura..den we walked in to the campus...-.=" sing the National anthem with the 2nd year senior...den...school..song...zzz LOL..When my senior saw mii standing beside him..he stunt for a while..LOL but hey..is that tcher ask mii to go in and line up de =\

Den...bring us to tour...wth...my course de senior all so shy de..zzz even BOY...l0ls!!! Den after that..a talk..oh no..is MANY TALK GIVEN...make mii wanna slp..l0ls..den break...den...bring us to our classroom..woo..my classroom got aircon de..LOL...free locker to EACH PERSON!! xD MUAHAHAH

Today met a gurl..talk to mii suddenly..den we became..classmate and so call friend...her name is Fizah..LOL

xD k...today sch repoen..DAM BORING AND TIRED DAY!!!

To the World, Mummy and Daddy

The one who make me whole, the one whom I owe my life, the forming of my soul.

The one who tucked me in at night, the one who stopped my crying, the one who was the expert, at picking up when I was lying.

The one who saw me off to school, and spent sad days alone, yet magically produced a smile, as soon as I came home.

The one who makes such scarifies, to always put me first.

Who lets me test my broken wings, in spite of how it hurts.

Who paints the world a rainbow, when it is filled with broken dreams, who explains it all so clearly, when nothing is what it seems.

Are there really any words for this?I find this question tough...

Anything I want to say, just does not seem enough.What way is there to thank you, for your heart, your sweat, your tears, for ten thousand little things you have done, for oh-so-many years.

For changing with me as I changed, accepting all flaws, not loving cause you had to, but loving "just because".

For never giving up on me, when your wits had reached their end, for always being proud of me, for being my best friend.And so I come to realize, the only way to say, the only thank you that is enough, is clear in just one way.

Look at me before you, see what I hav become, do you see yourself in me? The job that you have done?All your hopes and all your dreams, the strength that no one sees, a transfer over many years, your best was passes to me.

Thank you for the gifts you give, for everything you do, but thank you, mommy and daddy, most of all, for making dreams come true.

Took from Chicken Soup! A nice poem written.

NightMare

Well let's talk something about dream....There's sweet dream, lame dream, bad dream etc...
I hate having nightmare...haiis....know why ii suddenly talked about dream? Cos ytd..ii had a nightmare...TERRIBLE!!!
Ever since my dad worked at night, i felt insecure..zzz whether is he safe, doing fine? etc etc...
Every night, ii will hug my booster..l0ls don ask mii why..without booster ii can't slp. It's a habit from young xD And whenever i had a nightmare, i woke up, feeling cold sweat from my forehead to my neck and back...the 1st instinct is - hug my booster tightly. l0ls and hypotise myself to slp again..sometimes it work, sometimes no. Den when it didn't work, ii will walked to my mum room, hugging my precious booster and slp beside her. And she will know what happened- i had a nightmare

Yesterday woke up at 4.05am...it was different from the other day when i had nightmare....something different....yea i had a nightmare. It's just like a normal nightmare..but ii don't know why..when ii woke up...ii felt totally scare that ii don't dare to breath hard and move. Just felt my heart is pounding faster. And i don't dare to go to my mum room...had a bad feeling...like something bad gonna happened...the 1st thing ii think of - my dad, who was still outside working...
1st time feel the fear, and the power of fear. l0ls...don noe why and what happened nxt..ii just rmb ii cried and called my mum. My mum came to my room and ask mii what happened. I hug my booster, climb down the 'stairs' as fast as possible and came to her...she saw mii cried..'slp there' she said. ( in her room, pointing her finger to her bed) .
Hey ii tot ii sleepwalk you know. But it's not. I totally remembered what happened.. Zzz den my sis woke up too. She came to mum's room and said what happened...saw mii sleeping at mum's bed, she said she also wan..l0ls den 4 people squeeze on one master bed..zzz my sis, my mum, a baby and mii. zzzzzzzz thou ii feel abit relieved..ii still can't get to slp..ii just got easily woke up, by just a soft voice...finally able to slp..but it was 2 hrs later...6.00am.

haiis...den today woke up at 9am+....still feel dam sleepy..zzz tired tired...zzz

Being nice, people don respect u, they suspect u."lolx wad crap is this, you may think it this way. Or maybe u may think it is a broken english..but this is a sentence I saw in one of the book I read , "Don Be Nice. Be Real", an interesting title tat attract my attention. Inside the book I found this sentence.

Stories~*~ Tiss story is true, whether or not u believe it.
There was tiss handsome young guy named Josh, he was potential in anything but he had one weakness, which is, he is stubborn! It's hard for him to say sry to anybody, because he think tat guy shldn't say sry. He met a beautiful lady named Joan in a party and they became best friend. They shared every little experienced they had in their lives and soon they found themselves deeply in love wif each other, they are attached. They went dating, they shared all happiness and sorrow...and tat was the time, they noe the feeling of happiness and being loved.Do u believe tat happiness do not last long?
Yea, it is true.
One day, Josh suspect Joan was having affair, without giving Joan a time to explain, he wanted to break up. He said those hurtful things to her. Tat night, Joan cried.. for the guy she loved not believeing her. She cried...for the guy she loved said so mani hurtful things to her.
Mani years passed by, Josh is mature enough to think things out in a correct manner, and suddenly the memorable days he had wif Joan whirled in his mind...he found tat, he was still deeply in loved wif her, thou mani years had passed. Should he called to say sry to her and patched back? What if she is married? Well whether she is married, he had the responsibility to call her and say sry, for those hurtful things he had done in the past. And if she's not married, he will have the chance. He picked up the phone and called the nos, the familiar nos tat he wouldn't forget. A lady picked up the phone, it was Joan's mother.
"hello, good evening, may i speak to Joan for a while?" Josh said.
"Joan?" Her mother asked.
"Yes, is she in?" Josh said patiently.
"...Joan..u called her for?",
"I was calling her, to seek for forgiveness on what i had done in the past.."Josh said.
"Young man...ur late..too late..."at the other side of the phone, Josh could hear the sobbing of the old lady.
"Why?" he said...having a bad feeling..
"Joan had died in a car accident tat nitex after u had broke up wif her."...
"WHAT!!!" Josh shouted...it cant be, the lady he loved, he treasured, was dead..that particular nitex after he had broke up wif her. "HOW CAN IT BE!?"
"She was drank tat nitex and a car dashed across the road thou the pedestrian light was green." Joan's mother was explaining and trying to catch her breath..she was crying...
So thru tiss story, u think whose's fault shld be blame?~*~

Most Meaningful Post

Hey hey xD many many things to post today!!! xD l0ls

1st ii wanna post a very very meaningful story from BENJAMIN aka ZEN!!! l0ls

A little boy asked his mother "Why are you crying?"
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said.
His mum just hugged him and said, "And you never will."
Later the little boy asked his father,"Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.Finally he put in a call to God; and when God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so! Easily?"
God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special.I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world;yet, gentle enough to give comfort"
"I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children" "I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up,and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining "
"I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances,even when her child has hurt her very badly"
"I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart"
"I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife,but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly"
"And finally, I gave her a tear to shed.This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
"You see: The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair."!
"The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes,because that is the doorway to her heart * the place where love resides."

See how WONDERFUL WOMEN IS!!! SO GUYS! Please cherish women as much as you can. Women suffer for uu when they give birth and note that - the baby contain ur sweat and blood =x Remember: Try to accompany ur wife when they are in the delivery room. That is the time, they feel insecure and fear. And in their mind - only YOU as their HUSBAND can give them the secure and cast away the fear. xD

Man my com got virus ( i tink) and always got pop up etc..making mii dam pissed off now!!! Grrr....cannot even concentrate in typing zzz...

K..nxt wad ii wanna talked about is..overseas..anyone interested going overseas?? LOL know what?? Today went relative hse...find some info. Best Place to go for honeymoon or when uu feel dam sad and wanna go 'outside' walk walk- Australia(Bensien) *sorry if ii spell wrongly* , South Africa, New Zealand, and there is one island start with 'M' and dam it, ii forgot the spelling =x the island very nice, but after 10 yrs or so, the island will drown due to the changes of climax on earth. zzz such a pity thou.

Today went to relative hse..dam sianx de lo. 1st ii wanna state. IT'S DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM BORING!!! I hate going to relative hse...at there stunt whole day..nth to do...zzz den msg my friend, ask them what they doing..all ans my qns...den...no more reply. Lucky l0ls still got Benjamin msg mii, chat for a while..den headache..zzz went to slp..argh....zzz den woke up...a while ltr still headache den go to slp again. =x like pig siax. What can ii say is, when everybody grew up, it's hard to communicate. Everybody hab their own secret and they don really wan to share..end up silence. But luckily after dinner, we gurl cousin, went out for a walked and had a wonderful and fun talk.
Went there thou nth to do, but ii watch one show dam nice. About a kid, who always think that his dad and his stepmum forced his mum to death. And think that this stepmum is the 3rd parties. He hate her, bully her etc..He always wanted to grow up and be independent. One day, he met an old man. The old man gave him a chemical, and in one night, this kid, who was once 10 yrs old (i tink), turned out to be a 20 yrs old adult. He was happy, but suddenly..by just 2 days...he started to grow older and older..within 2 days...he was like a 70+ old man. And only when the time he is about to die, he realise, the truth of his mum death. His mum was the 3rd parties and he had misunderstood the stepmum for many years..There was one scene, he was able to talk to his dad using his adult identity. One sentence his dad said was right. 'Sometimes, there are things people don't do, not they don dare, but is due to no choice.' Example: a teenage act beng in front of you. As a adult, you hab the ability to hit back. But what for? If you hit back, only cause more trouble, if that's the case, why not choose to be silence?
There's another sentence ' life has a disadvantage, that is, they can't go back to what you wish it would be, life also have a advantage, that is, they do not go back' though this adv and disadv, seems to be the same, but it make a big difference. Do you guys understand it?

Yesterday, watch channel 5, A Cinderella Story, a FUNNY show. l0ls yea, funny, but when the show comes to an end. It became the most meaningful show i ever watched. Why ii said that? Cos the ' Cinderella' said this :' Sometimes, you fear to be ur trueself and would rather wear a mask. But there's a time, you need to face the fact. Have the courage to face the true fact and not a coward to run away from the fact' l0ls meaningful ehhx?
There's also another sentence ' Fairytale are beautiful, but, underneath the fairytale, there's something important.'
The last sentence, this sentence is found on the wall, and bcos of this sentence it gave 'Cinderella' the courage to disobey her step mum and sis. which is- Do not let the fear of losing stop you from moving on.'

l0ls well, what can ii said, i think, this is the only post, i found it meaningful and the longest among the other post.

I learn many many things within this 2 days, after watching this 2 shows. It's nice. Watch it, if uu can.